Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Summer Camp Lovin'


Okay...so this post is really belated...and may be short but i just wanted to gush!

And yes, i said 'gush'.

I'm not angry, not sad, nope!

I'm hunky dorey and lovey dovey because...

Over spring break...

I went to the mall with Jessie...

And we were in Eckerds....

Jessie was looking for make-up stuff...

I was kinda zoning out then...

(and yes I'm dragging this out purposely! >:D)

and as we walked towards the checkout counter...

We saw a guy and a girl there...

And as we went to stand in line...

The guy's eyes met mine for a split moment...


I thought my heart had stopped

>///<


Standing in front of us in line was my summer camp crush!!!!!


*squee* I feel so giddy...and stupid! XD


Now let me tell you a little bit about this.

He was the second crush i ever had and was the biggest one too!

He was, in my book, the closest thing to the perfect man.

But the sad thing was i only saw him when i went to camp.

And i haven't gone to summer camp in three years and had lost all touch with him.

I didnt have his phone number email what school he went to...nothing...

Because i was an idiot then moreso than now...


I dont think he recognized me. But i knew it was him and i'm going to place this memory right beside the shooting star one close to my heart...

God! I was freaking out so much then i thought my heart was literally going to jump out of my chest and onto the linoleum floor of Eckerds.

And yes, i do still have a crush on him...thats so pathetic >///<

Ah well...I am me. And Me is stupid annoying naive ungrateful etc...

XP

Oh and i have to add...

Damn was he cute!!!

I just wanted to leap into his arms right then and there but of course i didnt

I'm not that crazy!

XD

So anyways....

That's my crazy love saturated post.

Tomorrow don't expect to hear me talk.

I'm taking the vow of silence with a couple of friends for tomorrow in school.

I'm thinking about bringing a small whiteboard tho'...


Alrighty then!

That's all i have to say

So sorry for the extremely short posts lately...>>'

Luv you all!!!


A.Q.



Saturday, April 7, 2007

.:Caged:.

I want so bad to travel somewhere...anywhere!
I really want to go to Japan. A culture where everything is different--the opposite side of the spectrum. There's just so many places i want to go and not enough money-too much responsibility-and not enough time. Sometimes i want to be like those characters you read about in books where they throw all caution to the wind and screw commitments and just go and everything always turns out awesome. But even me-with my 'head-in-the-clouds' mind can't believe that everything would be okay and workout. If only it would tho. I'd jump to the chance to have an adventure like that. I would love to get a chance to spend a year in Japan getting to know it's culture and habits and learning it's language as i go. That would be so awesome!

Anyways this is a really short post sorry about that. My sister booted me off so i lost my 'flow'.
I'll hope to write more later. By the way check out the song posted near my current obsession at the bottom of the page....i cant get it to start immediately so just double click on the play button. It's one of the first songs I've heard from a trance band and i liked it so...yeah....
Anyways I'm gonna add some pictures of Japanese style at the bottom and leave you with a kiss and a hug farewell.
Yours Forever,
A.Q.