Monday, January 15, 2007

Rebound in to optimism!!



Okay here's my last journal entry in my Depressed Journal



You'll see why I love anime and manga so much too






Hello. I haven't written in awhile and, well, I can tell you there wont be too much more depressing entries in here. You see, reading manga has completely changed my life. The characters are all so kind and fight so hard. They never give up and they generally recognize peoples feelings and always help. My outlook on life before was dreading the next day each day and now I try to live life to it's fullest and make people around me happy. I try hard to make everyone happy and to accomplish my goals. i can say one thing though....



IT AIN'T EASY!!!!



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It's so hard to break my bad selfish habits. But this is my goal and reminder of my life.



FOCUS!!!BELIEVE!!!AND FIND GOOD IN EVERYTHING!!!



it's been hard with the third one but ive been progressing. I have trouble with all of them but believing is probably the easiest.



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After all that things have been going so well for me. I recognize, know,and think about my strength and weaknesses. And sure Ive ahd off days but i still always start out the next day more renewed than i usually am. so many good things have happened to me. I'm fed sweets at lunch from my friends, i think my grades are improving, ive been getting compliments from my teachers and...I found out someone in my class likes me!!



Ooh! I'm bursting with happiness! I think i'm glowing!! I could be used as a lighthouse! Hee hee!!



I think someone heard me and granted me a small treasure. Just knowing someone likes me is enough. I believe, somewhere, out there, someone is watching over me.






Yup!



So that was my last entry!



Manga literally saved my life I think



I cant even imagine being that depressed anymore



So I owe my happy existence to every manga i've read and anime ive watched



Thank you Japan for making great works of literature!!



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So as you can see I'm much better now!!



{I sound like i just got out of the hospital! :) }






I love you all!!



Until next post!



A.Q.

2 comments:

Natsuko101 said...

I am soooo happy for you!!!! I could never see you depressed!! Oh and, umm, your welcome for me to introduce manga/anime to you.......... *mumble* could have at least written something about me... *mumble* ....... ^_^ JK! Im glad you are better though!!! YEA! Bonzia!! Bonzia!! ^_^ smooches!
-Natsuko101

SeƱor Alex said...

HOORAY FOR OPTIMISM!...i think emo peopel r wierd. i think we should ship them all to darfur so they can really have something to complain about!