School...Ugh!!

Okay....here i go....

...

I used to love school (most of the time) but as i got older the more boring it got....

It's like the older you get the less creativity there is. I always learned better doing hands on things so i could experience it for myslef.

And now 9th grade....dont even get me started about 9th grade...

It's the most stressful, most boring, most pointless school year of my life. Classes have lost their excitement and have gained more stress and tests.

Sometimes during class I think that if i dont get up and do something soon i was going to explode!

I am going stir-crazy!!

And anyways i dont even like the way school systems work.

I think that if you go to school you should be able to choose what you want to learn that way you'll have lots of experience in one feild and it would allow you to explore other things as well.

Why do we have to learn about triganometry and how to find the length of a hypoteneuse if you're never gonne use it???

It's so retarded!

We could be learning more important things other than crap we're never gonna use!

And all the teachers must have suffered brain dammage and lost all their memories of being a kid because i guess they can't remember how freakin' stressful it was to have a project and quizzes and tests all on the same freaking day!

How much time do they think we have??

No more than they do

thats for sure

And why do they give us all the tests and quizzes and projects if its just more trouble for them and bothers them too??

School is such a confusing thing and annoying.

People always complain about how unhealthy our society can be and i think half of it is because of all the stress kids have to deal with!!

Well....

I kinda lost my edge ao i'm gonna stop while I'm ahead so...

see ya!

A.Q.

First in Awhile

I know this is a little late but i didn't get around to writing about it when it actually happened.

So this big event was...........

my school's first snow day in freakin' forever!!

I generally dont like the cold or snow(except the way it looks....So Pretty!! :D)

But i just LOVE it when it gives us a snowday!!

;)

It was kinda stupid tho'

It kinda had no point but hey! Who was I to complain about a day off of school.

The one thing that i didnt like about it was that it screwed everything up like schedule wise.

But that was it.

I still wasn't able to sleep in late though.... >.>'

:D

So even tho' the day was uneventful (altho' a bunch of friends and I tried to get together but it didnt work out..... >:( ) it was great to have a day off of school.

Which i want to rant about school so I'll start another post then....

See you soon!

(And Yes I'm avoiding my dream....I'm having a hard time remembering! ><>

So...see you soon!

;)

A.Q.

First Off...Comments

Okay i'm planning on doing a lot of posts today!

(Hopefully)

But first off I'd like to address all of my commenters...

Dear people who comment on my blog,

I LOVE YOU!!

Thank you so much!

I love that you take the time to read my blog and when you comment it makes me really happy!

I know it might sound a little stupid....

><

But i really appreciate it

Thanks!

:)

And even the people who go as anonymous (Even though the mystery of who it is kills me!(Big curiosity problem))I enjoy reading theirs too although i like to know who its coming from so i can properly thank them and even if its harsh (and so far none have been) sometimes the truth is better even though it can suck sometimes.

;)

But anyways i'm just babbling nonsense right now so I'd like to reply to the most recent comment that i got.

Its from an anonymous person(If you'd like to tell me who you are it'd be greatly appreciated! *hint hint* *nudge nudge* :P)

It was left under my "No longer an item" post.

don't worry girlfriend. If there's one thing I know...It's boys. if you like one really go after him. You'll find the right guy soon honey, I'm sure.

Thank you and I'm pretty sure I may have found the right one but I want to start this differently than my other relationship. I want to get to know him better and let him get to know me better.

;)

I have gotten more self confident from my past experiences(at least i hope ><) and maybe even a little bit more wiser. If that makes sense cause right now I'm just typing out the first things that pop into my head and most of the time its nonsense

:P

So relationships are big drama that I'd rather tune down for now and move onto another topic...

I've gotten some requests(mainly from one person ;P) to continue posting my dream.

I would just like to warn you that it's been awhile and i don't remember as much. Pieces will be missing and details will most likely be more vague than before so.....i hope it's still as good as before.

Anyways I think I'll leave this off here and begin trying to remember my vampire dream.

;)

So until next post...

A.Q.

||||Ghost of a Rose|||| Another Great Song...

Ghost of a Rose

The valley green was so serene

In the middle ran a stream so blue...

A maiden fair, in despair, once had met her true love there

and she told him...

She would say...

"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me

I love you so,

Never let go,

I will be your ghost of a rose...

"Her eyes believed in mysteries

She would lay amongst the leaves of amber

Her spirit wild, heart of a child,

yet gentle still and quiet and mild and he loved her...

When she would say...

"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me

I love you so,

Never let go,

I will be your ghost of a rose...

"When all was done, she turned to run

Dancing to the setting sun as he watched her

And ever more he thought he saw

A glimpse of her upon the moors forever

He'd hear her say...

"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me

I love you so,

Never let go, I will be your ghost of a rose..."

Yay!

It's such a nice song!!

It calms me when i get all stressed out but some people dont like it so tell me what you think heres a link...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=LZawYU0x1hw

Yep yep!

Heh....

I'll be back later to talk s'more.

:P

Luv ya guys!!

;)

~A.Q.

Caged Animal...

I've been feeling really trapped lately.

Like I'm stuck in a cage of monotonous normality.

I've brought this up slightly in other posts but I really need to do something before i go out of my mind!!

Every day is the same thing and I'm going insane over it.

I keep on repeating myself but i just don't know how to word it.

I feel like there should be something else but nothings there.

Like somethings missing.

I feel like if i just had another life a different personality everything would be more....amazing!

But then i feel ungrateful because i have one of the most amazing lives in the world and even though i complain a lot i really am thankful maybe not as much as i should be but I'm still thankful.

I feel like we've all had our wings clipped and now we can never see the unseeable, think the unthinkable, and experience the unimaginable.

It makes me so...frustrated!!

I need to do something!

Something needs to happen!!

And soon!

Before then i hope my mood improves cause i hate making those around me unhappy/annoyed/mad because of my crappy attitude and lousy mood.

So sorry in advance for my crappy mood.

Love ya guys forever and ever!!

;)

~A.Q.

A song to you...

I dedicate this song to all my buddies out there.

Thanks for being there for me!

I just hope i'm always there for you!

You’re not alone Olive

In a way, it’s all a matter of time

I will not worry for you,

You’ll be just fine

Take my thoughts with you,

and when you look behind

You will surely see a face that you recognize

You’re not alone, I’ll wait till the end of time

Open your mind,

Surely it’s plain to see

You’re not alone,

I’ll wait till the end of time for you

Open your mind,

Surely there’s time to be with me

It is the distance, that makes life a little hard

Two minds that once were close,

Now so many miles apart

I will not falter though,

I’ll hold on till you’re home

Safely back where you belong,

And see how our love has grown

You’re not alone,

I’ll wait till the end of time

Open your mind,

Surely it’s plain to see

You’re not alone,

I’ll wait till the end of time for you

Open your mind,

Surely there’s time to be with me

It sounds better than it reads now that i look at it so i'll send you a link to listen to.

But the message that i'm trying to get across is that youre not alone and i'll always be by your side.

Love ya guys!!

oh and heres the link...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=dLeP051ZHtk

Just dont watch it...the music video kinda kills it.

Just listen....

:)

....

i think i might add lyrics i like on later posts....

and maybe put some links on 'em too....

oh and about the two crush thing it's only one now

email me if you want to know...

;)

See ya!